Zhao SihuiWednesday, February 18, 2009
Dcn exam for today. Paper was alright except for the subnetting section. Gosh, it's damm not easy to do. Maybe because I didn't study subnetting at all. Lols. Whatever the case, it's over. No point crying over spilled milk. I should not fully concentrated on J-A-V-A!!!! Exam coming to the end means got to start working. I don't know if A.F is still short of man-power for next month, as this month they do not need the part-timers. The economic got so bad uhs?! I should prepare for the worst which is START TO LOOK FOR NEW JOB! I've thought of working as admin jobs but Kh said most of the admin jobs need min. 3months. Lols. Our holiday lasts only about two months. I need money to shop and eat :D Save 10K by the age of 20 !!!!! This will be my new target for my life! (:
*I think 10K is too high?! Maybe go for 5K first ? hahahhaha*
11:38 pm
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Hello everybody, does anyone miss me? I know it’s been a long while since I update my blog but come to think about it, there’s nothing EXCITING/INTERESTING incidents happened on me to update. So, might as well let my blog rot like shit. Exam started today. First paper: Computing Math2. Been mugging for past few days and prayed hard that I will pass. Hahah(: Coming next paper – DCN!!!!!! Sigh, got to memorise hell lots definitions. Last paper – JAVA. I remembered I got F for last semester before the semester exam. Well, I hope this time round will fare better.I thought I had put everything down as I’ve been enjoying myself without him as a distraction. Even though sometimes my friends mentioned about him, I admit I do feel excited about it but the feeling of missing him is not there. Only today, when my friend mentioned about him again, I missed him very much. I’ve been thinking about it a lot. Perhaps my feeling for him had faded long ago but I didn’t face the music. Because I thought that I still like him, but deep in my heart it might not be the case. Well, is kind of like “ Used to like him” or “ A routine of liking him”. Uhms, I don’t really know how to express it out. My friends should all know what I meant. Over the years, people change. Some changed for better, some become worst. As for him, he does change a lot. Perhaps the present character of his = real him. Well, I think I’ve been deceiving myself that I understand him well over these years. But in fact, I do not understand him at all. I’m silly, ya. I’m trying to ease him out of my mind in an old fashioned way, but it’s not efficient at all. (*Please keep mute if you know it(:*)
Concentrate. Eye-Candy. True alarm? False alarm?
1:00 am