Next week Prelim 2 will be starting !!
Going to study combined human during this coming weekends.
Jiayoo Jiayoo Jiayoo !!! :D

I have the urge to cry out when Yitan told me that he's leaving after major exam ! Which's mean in a about one month time!
Msg him and ask if is true about it. At first, he say mostly.
My heart really sank and feel like crying. But chatting for awhile, he told me that maybe not going cause he doesnt want to leave too.
His words are making me confused. On one hand said going, on the other hand sais not going. But anw, i've prepare for the worst as i dreamt of that scene before !!
S-C-A-R-E-Y
Deep in my heart, i really don wish to accept the fact and face the music.


Bye Diary,
11:42 pm
Prelim is starting next week and yet I haven even started studying my combined humanities, only write note for some topic. Heard that our prelim will be held in air-conditional room!! Seriously, I personally don quite like it because I find it is not a good place for exam. It will make one feel sleepy easily!! Well, I think the majority will like it.
Have been practicing math recently, im going to buck up on math!! Hahahaha XD

Dunno why it is a curse or a trend for all graduating classes. I found that almost all the bad thing/news will suddenly appear during our last year. Life wasn’t like now as compared to last time. Perhaps is because people thought that after graduating, we could hardly meet up so decided to let off all their unhappiness or reveal any BAD NEWS!! The above two things did happened onto me. And ya, I will face it bravely.

8 more days to o-n-e y-e-a-r- !
(Reallycantbelieveitcanbesolong) :X
Longer the time, longer crying hrs.

I choose to close one eye, close one ear. What can I do except these?!
Bye Diary,
11:40 pm
*COUGH COUGH COUGH

Have been coughing for the past one week and nothing seems to work despite drinking medicine and honey water.
OHHHHHH, IM GETTING LUNG-CANCER! :D
Anyway, thanks god, my cough doesn’t affect my oral.

Talking about oral, the conversation is quite easy to say.
I managed to make the examiner laughed; I meant almost all of us managed!
Perhaps the examiner really found what we said is hilarious or maybe the examiners are crazy like me; LOVE TO LAUGH A LOT.
Examiners: What are some things which you remembered clearly when you were young?
Sihui: I remembered that I will always sit onto my daddy’s tummy and ride it like a horse!
Examiners: laughed!!!!
Sihui: -.-
Forgotten to about it, Mr. Lim (Ah Hock) wished me ALL THE BEST and he asked me to drink more water!! (Sokindofhim) (:

*NOTES NOTES NOTES
I haven finish writing all the subjects’ notes! This is so sad!
I could somehow feel the stress now! Is it a good or bad thing?
Seeing others so hardworking about studies, make me feel so stress and pressure about it.
But no matter what I do, I just cannot focus well for some subjects.
Only for some subjects, I can really focus and do well.
Perhaps, I should LOVE all my subjects so that I can focus well on them?! Laughs ~

M-I-G-R-A-T-E!!!
Why people invent Aeroplanes? Boat? Train? Why invent those stupid infrastructures which allow people to MIGRATE or go abroad!!!
Or perhaps why people chose to live in other countries and left their relatives at here!! They have nothing much to do huh!
I mean if they can fly there to visit their relatives and no need to migrate. What can one do can there after finishing education here, overseas studies? Working at other country?

I just really hope and pray that my dream WILL NOT come true.
Perhaps you will think I’m silly but I just think I’m not. I’m not a Silly-Billy!
Till now, I still find it hard to accept the fact, even though it's still not confirm yet.
(That’s what I have heard from)
Flyaway, letitgo, goodbye, bonvoyage
Tell me it’s Not True.

Bye Diary,
8:25 pm
yesterday was the day of releasing of 'o' level mt result.
well, if you ask me whether im afraid anot.
seriously, im not afraid ! haha XD
perhaps i've already thought for the worst.
i told myself that the best i could get is B3, worst C6 !
and ya, i really gotten B3 for my chinese.
mum asking me to retake just for the thrill of it.
so right now, im still considering (:

went to celebrate shahidah and shikin's birthday yesterday.
watched RUSH HOUR 3 and it's funny !
but still i want to wacth SECRETS badly !!!!!!!!!!

im going to buck up on my weak subjects,
no more time for playing around.
im going to start study real hard.
but can i do it ?
Bye Diary,
12:43 pm
haven been updating my blog.
i know my blog is now kinda of ROTTING !! XD
recently hardly get any connection that why i cant update. (:
many things have happened.

having bbq last friday. for more details, see sandy's blog.
it seems like the bbq was held yesterday !
had a lot of fun at there and kept eating too :X

now editing coursework part A .
today is the real final draft, so must open my eye BIG and amend it !
everyone was so focue on their coursework !!
jiayoooooo
btw, mr koh said that next week set one day for the ICE-CREAM treat !!!!!
YUMMYYYYYYY ~
had been waiting for this day to come. wahahahhaah XD

haiis, why such thing happened again.
i know it hard to become as per usual.
but i just hope that we remain as friends !
i really don wish bad to happen.
I REALLY CHERISH THIS FRIENDSHIP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye Diary,
12:38 pm