HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GARY !!!!!

Bye Diary,
1:20 pm
just now went to imm and brought a top which cost only $6 !
brought only one piece cause i didnt bring enough money with me.
went for dinner at S11. The six of us (Joshua, Duliang, Peng Hwee, Jannifer, Pei Qin and ME) ordered the same food; the BAKED RICE!
somehow jan and i felt that the portion was too 'MANY' and we brough some more food after eating.

it's hard to like someone.
it's even harder to like someone who don like you.
it's super hard to like someone who like you but don care about you
haiis ! haiis ! haiis ! haiis !

i seems like fall into these three group.
it seems to be like a CYCLE !
everything seems to turn back to the ususal one.
though did experienced new things, but in the end, everything will go back to normal.
why we still waste out time to experience new thing?
part of our life ?! perhaps bahs (:

thanks friends for being my side all along.
thanks for your advice and concern
though my answer wasnt what you guys wished to happen.
but i know you guys will support me ?!

what i want was just your honest answer !!! is it hard?!
Bye Diary,
9:10 pm
it seems like everything is just a misunderstanding ?!
i know im very san xin liang yi !
but i really dunno wht to do.
i admit wht sandy and ah du said !

Bye Diary,
11:49 pm
没想过爱竟会下落不明寂寞都
不忍心故事的结局走不出背影我只能
静静地风吹醒 那些曾经转过身
我用眼泪聆听心
该怎么学会去 适应那些没你的安静我
也想小心地收起所
有回忆却总是忍不
住不断的翻起

没想过爱竟会下落不明寂寞都
不忍心故事的结局走不出背影我只能
(我只能) 静静地风吹醒 那些曾经 (那些曾经) 转过身 我用眼泪聆听

心 该怎么学会去 适应那些没你的安静我 也想小心地收起所 有回忆你却一直住在心里 是谁都无法代替Ho-Oh~ Woo-Oh Da-Da-Da-Da-Da Da-Da Woo-Oh-Ho~
我的心 该怎么学会去 适应那些没你的安静我
也想小心地收起所
有回忆却总是忍不
住不断 的翻起
Ho-Woo 爱开始了该怎么去喊停 Mmm~
Bye Diary,
4:22 pm
everything will come to a solution.
and that's the end of the story.
this is what i get in the end.

sometimes have to let go things which are not meant to be.
though the process will be tough and hard, but i will stay on.
with all my frens supporting me, i can do it !
like what sandy said:" you know that the leaf wont save you from drowning, why kept hanging on to it"

im really tired.
i found out that i could not longer hang it on anymore.
everythings have a limit.
and my limit had finally reached !
i no longer have to struggle anymore.
is it a good thing ? or bad thing ?
think my frens know the answer better than me. (:

anyway, thanks for the past. =)
good bye past !
time is the best medicine !

from today onwards, sihuii will be much more happier !
Bye Diary,
4:02 pm

Yesterday had a great time with Joshua, Sean, Andy, Choong Seng, Brendon, Chong han, Sandy, Jan, Shi Yun, Kiahui, Duliang, Gary, Xihui, Jia rong, Peng hwee. Not forgetting about teachers Mr Koh, Mr lian and Ms Wong. Went for dinner at 400plus there for zi char. We ordered 6 dishes each for two tables. Thanks teachers for treating us the dinner!

After eating, we went to the near-by playground and slack. We were just sitting down there chit-chatting. Kiahui went off earlier as her mum told her to be home at 9pm. Dunno which idiot started playing with my presents, took it away and made me run like stupid fool ! Think yesterday I’ve run 16km! hahaha (: At first was andy, followed by jia rong and Joshua. Lastly then peng hwee turn to run away with my present! Thanks arhs, helped me lose my fatssss.

Here come the most exciting part of the programme. We were playing ‘007’. Loser had to do what the rest ordered him/her to do. In the end, guess who is the loser?! Our dearest SANDY CHEW ! haha. The guys were so bad, ask sandy to do all kind of funny actions. LOL. Anw, thanks sandy for your lovely entertainment. (:

Thanks guys for all your presents. I love it very much. Like what sandy said, I can open a wuguii shop! Thanks for the card; I really very touched when I saw it. Though I didn’t cry, but im really really very touched! Thanks for everything you all done for me! I really enjoyed yesterday’s night.

My mind now is really very confused. I do not know what to do. Someone help me. think this time perhaps the problem lies in me. having been hearing many friends' views.

Bye Diary,
4:25 pm
i dont have the mood to post today's thing !
i shall post it tml night !
sorry !
i finally know what to do.

anw, thanks guys for all your presents!
i love it very much !

JUST SHUT ME OFF !




Bye Diary,
11:41 pm
Had a great time yesterday woth Joshua, Kiahui, Sean, Tuck Soon, Choong Seng, Jia Rong and Jing Wei.
My nightmare didnt come true!! phew. (:
Joshua was the first one who reached je mrt station.
Followed by me, Kiahui and Tuck soon. Lastly, Sean and his gang finally came.
Thanks Sean and Choong Seng for your LOVELY present. I like it very much. (:

We then headed to marina bay !
Yesterday got many people go eat steamboats, but lucky got seats for us !
During eating, many funny things happened.
Thanks Joshua for your drinks !!!
Me and kiahui went and watched the firework near the where we were sitting.
After eating, we went to arcade and played.
As usual, i just stood there and see them playing. :)
We decided to walk back to mrt station and Sean was the one leading us back !
But in the end. we still decided to take bus back.

Went to Jurong East and played K-pool.
I managed to enter in with the help of others.
Also, i just sit down there and see them playing. (:
Want to play also cannot, cause of my dressing !
Tuck soon went off first as his mum is nagging at him.
Around 1.30am, we went back home.
Hate those taxi-drivers, refused to take in 5 people. hahaha
I know is impossible de larhs . . .
Joshua and Choong Seng shared one cab. Me, Kiahui and Sean shared one cab.

Kiahui stayed at my house yesterday as she told her mum that she's having camp. Smart right !
I went to sleep first while kiahui is ... =.=

I suddenly had that weird feeling again.
Kiahui said she expected me to told her this too. -.-
But i really do not want to fall into that situation again.
Once is enough and terrible for me le !

He seems like avoiding it.
Perhaps is like what Kiahui said:"He dunno the answer !"
Is it so hard to answer my question?
If is hard, then i know what is your answer.

Bye Diary,
4:42 pm
we decided to go eat RI BEN CHUN !
because when we reach there, only left very little time to eat.
hence, we decide to go eat ri ben chun.

hmmm, first time going there.
the four of us were like stupid people like that, hahah .
waited for around 40mins for the buffet to start.
so we go get some sushi to fill our stomach first.

later on, choong seng came and join us.
had a great time at there, we were laughing around.
the whole restaurant was filled with our laughter !
qin was the first one who surrendered !
followed by kh? or jan, im so shocked to hear jan said that she's full !
she's another HUNGRY GHOST like me !
finally im full ! hahahahah.
there's always a limit to our stomach de right ?!!! :D
is not the foods that made us feel full, is the DRINKS !!
we have been drinking many glasses of drinks.

after that, we went to give MY IDOL a surprise !
kiahui said that she was the madam of the house !
hahahahaha. we kept di siao kh and sean.
i even tell sean to ask his mother to pray to the god.
cause Ng's family have HOU DAI le. :)

i hate brendon !
he break the promise, say want come but didnt !!!
SO BADDDDDDDDD !!!!!
hahha, im just kidding larhhs. (:

tml having steamboat with joshua and guys.
dunno why i just feel very weird with it.
but too bad, i cant reject joshua le.
hahahaha. just hope that tml will go well......

3 more days!!!!
Bye Diary,
8:31 pm
doing the last touch-up for f&n, after today we cant amend anymore.
have been trying my VERY BEST to amend it.
i know it is not easy, but i did not give up half-way.
finally, i have struggled through. (:

stupid metal teeth !
haha. your news aint accurate !
you said today is a GOOD DAY for cancerian !
nonsense ! haha, i din pick up any money from ground !

recieved back our last paper, GEOGRAPGHY !
the result was not what i expected.
perhaps is the map reading that cause it.
map reading was badly done, why mr lian didnt revise with us throughly before the exam.
ask us to do the practise like what he had been doing for this week.

i want change my phone !
had been dropping a lot of time.
i want my dream phone !!!!!!
but also want to keep my present phone, it is precious to me !
Bye Diary,
8:27 pm
BORED ! BORED!! BORED!!!
there's nth for me to do at home !

chiong-ing for f&n ??
lazy to do, feel like sleeping throughout the whole day !
feeling hungry now, nth for me to eat!!
im going to starve to DEATH !!!

anyway, think im going to gain some weight after this and next week.
friday going sakura.
saturday going eat steamboat with joshua and others.
monday going eat zi char !

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
but it's worthwhile. once a year ! hahaha (:
Bye Diary,
4:57 pm
suddenly had the urge to drop F&N, perhaps is due to the stress working on coursework part B.
but sandy said that isnt it too LATE, we have finish doing part A le.
there's no turning track for me now, i just have to continue working hard !
I HATE COURSWORK PART B !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

kh told me that we proceed on going sakura ! she feel like going too ! haha.
at first, i thought that i cant really go anymore. haha (:
anyway, the zi char thing is still ON !!! NEXT MONDAY !!!!

hate my cousin's labtop, cant view my post that i wrote.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

6 more days to go !!
Bye Diary,
9:29 pm
listen up everybody !

change venue to celebrate my birthday AND anniversary !!!

NO MORE SAKURA, CHANGE TO GO EAT ZI CHAR !!!!!!!!!!!!


Bye Diary,
7:21 pm
Yesterday help to serve the GHO with jan, kh, sin jin and bingliang. The whole thing was good, nth went wrong. Look like the GHO enjoy himself. Haha. After which, is our turn to have our dinner. All of us were like hungry ghost, grab all the foods. But in the end, we were full and lot of foods were left.

After jan they all changed their clothes, the Jyian Nite was over ! hahhahah. We headed to the newly open student recreation centre. The room was so small and inside it, there are only 1 soccer table and 1 pool table. Look like sooner or later, no Jyian will want to visit it again. It kind of BORING !

Qin accompany me went home and changed up while the rest were waiting for us at bus-stop. Qin was happy when my mum told her this :” you slim down le, last time you look fatter “ hahahahaha.

Headed to jurong point for dinner. Dunno yesterday is what events, Jurong Point were mostly full of ah du’s workers! I almost kana suffocated to death ! :D Ah du workers ‘eat snake’ while ah du went for Jyian Nite. XD We were spending most of the time deciding where to eat. Think sandy wait for the answer till she annoyed le. Those who talked to her, sure will kana scolded by her. Im one of the innocent victims. Brendon suddenly point to the 1st floor and told me that he’s inside pizza hut. At first, I was figuring out whether is him anot. In the end, indeed was him!!! I msg him, he and weijie were looking all over. Hahahha. Finally, they spotted us. HOU kor kor and others finally reached jurong point and we went to mac and eat. I kept asking them to walk down the escalator nearer to the pizza hut, but that stupid YEE CHONG asked to jump down from 3rd floor, this way is faster! Old people indeed have weird idea. Hahaha. Qin and I went to talk to him. Tonight can’t sleep again, that wht Brendon told me. While we were eating, he called me! Qin said that if is her one called her, she sure would run to interchange even though she’s wearing the heels !!!!

Photo sessions started! We were making all kind of funny faces, been specific I AM THE ONE WHO MAKE FUNNY FACES !!!! I shall upload those photos later, if there’s internet. Went home first with gary and kiahui, cause I want to watch tv and kh before 11pm must reach home. 242 line was sooooooooo long and we decided to go take bus 99.


Bye Diary,
7:19 pm
getting back some of the exam papers.
manage to pass POA, cause i only study for that subject. :D
combined science FAIL !! hahahahah :)

today having Jyian Nite !!!
last yrs attending it le, hahah. (sound like im dying soon!)
just hope that everyone enjoy themselves !!

9 more days to o level listening + MY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COUNTING DOWN !!!!!!!!
think going sakura bahhs, but still not very confirm yet (:

i somehow just feel that im unfair to him ?!
i also dunno how to put it in words. just have a weird feeling.
anyway, im sorry !
perhaps he doesnt care at all, maybe does ?!
maybe is just my wishful thinking.
hahahahahahahhhahhahahah
:D :D :D :D :D
i really miss the past !!!!!!
Bye Diary,
11:26 am

Today’s paper was badly done as compared to other paper. Well, im not sad at all! cause I know I didn’t study much for today paper. HAHAHAH XD But I do feel abit upset for my POA paper. My answers weren’t the same as mr wee. Perhaps is because I LOVE POA and hope that I can get a better result for it as I know I cant do well for the others paper. I did not ask for perfection, but I just really hope that I could get better result than the practices that I have done. Just like what sandy told me : “ today must get 20marks for poa paper !” think I have disappoint myself. Anyway, EXAM WAS OVER! no point sobbing for it now, there’s nth that I can do to amend it. GO STEAL PAPER?! :D

Went for F&N ‘meeting’ after exam today. Mr koh was going through our coursework part B, we were only given 1 month to finish it up. Time really not at our side, have to do the stuffs in school, can’t bring back home. Next, he told us that we will be attending the refreshment for the guest-of-honour next Saturday. Guess what? If we done our job well, we will be awarded will EARTHQUAKE!!!!! yummy! (:

After school went to chong han’s hse watch movie and playing pool. Watched THE GHOST 10, though watched it before, but still the movie was funny. Haha :D After which our ‘BIG CHIEF’WAI CHONG HAN cooked some foods for us. He and jan were making a din in the kitchen while the rest were either playing pool or watching tv.

Im so so looking forward on Monday, the day which go out with steph and others. After four years of class-mates, finally get to have a chance going out with them. SO SO EXCITED!!!!!!

7 more days to Chinese O level oral. Same day with duliang, N level English Oral. GOOD LUCK TO ALL CANDIDATES!

I WANT THAT WHITE HEEL! Save money time again! I’ve once again decided to visit that place again when I grow up or perhaps when I’ve saved enough money! So curious to know what’s in that place. Muahahahah! XD

To all my dearest friends:
DO NOT KEEP EVERY UNHAPPY THING IN YOUR HEART, LET IT OUT! YOU WILL FEEL BETTER AFTER THAT! (: AND DONT FORGET 16/07/07, MY BIRTHDAY CUM L.O.V.E TO F.C.U.K 2ND ANNIVERSARY!!

Bye Diary,
7:18 pm