Got back Java test= FAILED:( And I think Im the lowest in class(10/30) Omgggggg, dammm lousy lahs. Gotten buck up, sihui (: Hahah. Felt sleepy for these few days! I need my sleep!!(: Alright, having been thinking many things for the past few days. Today is the only day that I cleared 'your' image out of my mind when been whole day out with zj. Good or Bad thing?! Hahha(: IDK lah. Walk one step, Count one step is all I can do.
Bye Diary,
10:16 pm
Had a sweeeeeeeeeettttttttttt dream on friday! I wna have similar dreams again! :D
Bye Diary,
12:12 am
Omg, I just found out that my posts are all so 'emo'. Hahah(: But there's nothing happy stuffs for me to post nowadays lah(: Alright, ate dinner with KH, BREN, CH and ZJ at 907. Intend to have chicken rice but only left one plate-.- Change to eat other stuffs instead(: That's all for today, the rest of the day I was sleeping and using laptop. This shows how "interesting" my life is (:

I don't how to reply back your question. Perhaps your suggestion is better for both of us?! If thing really happen that way, we would'nt get so hurt and sad. IDK!!! But I don't want to forget him and leave you. Ya, I know I'm selfish:/ Hahaha. Actually nowadays, I didn't really go think about this thing anymore. Maybe is because he didn't sms me anymore, that's why I didn't care so much? But one thing for sure is that when he sms me again, something going to happen! (: Hahha. (Omg, I still have the cheek to laugh! Ain't serious at all:/)
Bye Diary,
11:44 pm
To love or be loved? It's not easy to find a solution to it. Time is needed !
Bye Diary,
1:11 am
I can't believe what I've done. I told zj about it. Yes, every single thing about mon. Because I think it's time for him to know. I'm sooo sorry to hurt you. But I can't cheat my feeling too. All I can do is to say 'sorry' to you.
Bye Diary,
3:24 am
I don't expect it to happen so soon, I thought maybe after few months or so then happen. Making me now don't know what to do next. Feeling damm mixed. Hasn't feeling good nowadays, bad things kept happened on me. Haiis.

Things happened unexpectedly and sometime it doesn't not go the way you want. Don't treat me so nice anymore. Don't bother to ask me why.

*Don't hate me. I'm damm biased and had selfish thinking*
Bye Diary,
12:46 am
Sorry that I can't do anything. I'm such a lousy gf , can't even console you when you are sad. I feel I'm so useless! I only can listen to what you said and done nothing. You are not a bad boy, trust me. Different people are good at different thing. You might not be clever in studies, but I believe you are good in other thing(: Don't keep saying you are bad or what. What happened already happened. You can't do anything to it now. Right now, you should work hard and score well in poly. Cry it out and will be alright(: How I wish right now I'm beside you and show concern to you. You make me cry in the phone. YOU ARE NOT A BAD BF AND YOU ARE NOT USELESS, get this clear!(: It need time to change a person, take your time to change into better person. I know you can do it de, TRUST YOURSELF. No matter what happened, I will support you till the end(:
Bye Diary,
1:18 am
Went AMK Hub for movie with zj(: Kungfu Panda was nice; everyone should go watch it. Walked back to yck and train-ed home while he went for his class bbq. Tml shall go for a hair-cut, YEAH~ But I want shopping tooo:/ Lols.

You are a good bf to me and I'm happy with you. Don't keep saying that you dui bu qi wo, I will feel guilty for it. You done nothing wrong to me. Smoking and Drinking are common during bbq(: Don't think too much alright?! But next time don't drink too much, make until yourself vomit and feeling badly. Just like yesterday when I called you. Make me worry for you, dunno whether you are ok anot:/


Bye Diary,
11:42 pm
Back to posting (:
Woke up at 840am, prepare myself and off to bl with kh.
Reach harbour fornt at about close to 11am, shop for drinks etc and we finally reach beach at around 1plus-.-
This is my first time going Sentosa so late. Lols(:
Wasn't as tan as what I wna be. Next week- second round of tanning!! :D
Photos will be uploading in Class Blog(:

Train-ed back to boon lay and had dinner at Mos burger;wasn't full for me :X
Bus-ed back with kh and zj. Went home for a pee and went to his hse. Kinda of crazy people who will do these! YA, I'm one of them(: Reached his hse around 10plus. Used com and chit-chat with kh. I'm such a lousy counsellor-.- Oh god, give me some enlightenment.. (Sounds so familiar)Hahaha(: Mum was 'bombing' my phone and left cck at 12am. Cabb-ed home as I'm quite tired to wait for bus. Hehehhe(:

I need a hair-cut badly. All the bad hairs are appearing:(
I need Shopping tooo! Bags, wallet, shoes, tops and bottoms!! (Sounds like I'm going to go broke soon.)
I wna watch many movies! [Missing, The HAPPENING, KungFu Panda...]

Time spent with you passes damm fast. But I do cherish every moment very much. Thanks for everything(: Miss you dearest!! :X






Bye Diary,
1:20 am
I will compromise you. Sorry about it.
Things will get better as days goes by, hopefully.
I don't want let small matter affect us.

Bye Diary,
1:20 am