Zhao SihuiMonday, May 25, 2009
Put the blame on me. Recieved S sms this afternoon. I was suprised t recieved his text after few months since he last texted me. Showed kh, linda and jiejie. Everything was normal until when he starts to disturb me. Ya, I admit I did get swayed by it for short while. Friends are all lecturing me for been dumb to fall into his trick. I just don't know why I get swayed at that time, when my feeling for Dumb is clearly shown(but linda say I'm not convincing enough when I say this time round DUMB IS THE ONE THAT I LIKE). And I felt guilty towards Dumb. Sorry. After chatting with S, I found out that we are really friend now. No more dragging love like last time.
Dumb, I'm really feeling guilty towards you now. I know you won't believe my craps again thought I've explained to you. Even some of my friend don't believe too. But I just want to let you know that this time round, is you. Only you. Maybe I shouldn't let you know that ilikeyou again. I shouldn't have.
S, thank for giving me a sweet past. Now, stay happy with your gf and I shall stay happy with my Dumb. You once said, if we got fate in future we will still be togther. LOLS. We shall see in 10years down the road.Hahaha. And don't disturbing or make me swayed again. Thank and missyou, my dearest friend(:
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