Zhao SihuiTuesday, February 17, 2009
Hello everybody, does anyone miss me? I know it’s been a long while since I update my blog but come to think about it, there’s nothing EXCITING/INTERESTING incidents happened on me to update. So, might as well let my blog rot like shit. Exam started today. First paper: Computing Math2. Been mugging for past few days and prayed hard that I will pass. Hahah(: Coming next paper – DCN!!!!!! Sigh, got to memorise hell lots definitions. Last paper – JAVA. I remembered I got F for last semester before the semester exam. Well, I hope this time round will fare better.I thought I had put everything down as I’ve been enjoying myself without him as a distraction. Even though sometimes my friends mentioned about him, I admit I do feel excited about it but the feeling of missing him is not there. Only today, when my friend mentioned about him again, I missed him very much. I’ve been thinking about it a lot. Perhaps my feeling for him had faded long ago but I didn’t face the music. Because I thought that I still like him, but deep in my heart it might not be the case. Well, is kind of like “ Used to like him” or “ A routine of liking him”. Uhms, I don’t really know how to express it out. My friends should all know what I meant. Over the years, people change. Some changed for better, some become worst. As for him, he does change a lot. Perhaps the present character of his = real him. Well, I think I’ve been deceiving myself that I understand him well over these years. But in fact, I do not understand him at all. I’m silly, ya. I’m trying to ease him out of my mind in an old fashioned way, but it’s not efficient at all. (*Please keep mute if you know it(:*)
Concentrate. Eye-Candy. True alarm? False alarm?
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