Zhao SihuiMonday, July 21, 2008
Random posting again(: Things finally make it cleared, I've made my decision. I thought my decision was right and doesn't feel so sad over it at first. But when a brand new day starts, I began to feel so sad/hurt. Hahaha(: Idk why too. Tears began to roll down whenever I saw his msg or recall the things that we've done! Tears keep rolling down and down. Cant get into sleep so easily, whenever I closed my eyes, images start to appear and yes; I cried again. Lols(: Weird right, hahha. SIHUI SOT LE. Was thinking that I can faced him in school like normal. At first, everything was alright. But dk why after I helped him withdraw money, feel so terrible. Brother and I walked at the back and ya, I cried again:( Thanks brother for your tissue(: He seems like taking it very easy which make me feel more sad. Dk why lahs(: I think I began to like you alot, just like wht kiahui said. If not, I won't feel so terrbile:( Now, I start to suspect my decision:/ LOLS. Whatever the case, sihui gotten get over it. I can and must overcome this period ! (: No point crying spilled milk ?! HAHAHHAHA ! :D
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