Zhao SihuiSaturday, July 12, 2008
Out with Pei qin, Sandy and Shuhui(: First time going out with just the FOUR of us. Shuhui was late, but she informed everyone that she won't be late and will be early-.- LOLS. Headed to far east and lunch-ed at LJS. Saw 'guang-tou lao' , that's the nickname we gave to him last time(because he was botak when we first know him.) Shopping time next!! Saw a top, tried it but didn't buy from far east, i brought it from bugis instead :/ Bugis's clothes are way cheaper than others, but... ... .. the crowd are always much BIGGER AND CROWDED than other which is why I hardly go bugis for shopping(: Departed with Shuhui and Pei Qin as they have to go home early. Continue shopping with Sandy in bugis junction. Was looking for shoes as my legs are pain (I was wearing heel the whole day -.-) But nothing caught my attention-.- Train-ed back to jp, had dinner at kopitam(: Saw two blouses at bossini!! I wna get it when i got money from dad (: Hopefully he can pass me the money later :DI love chatting with my beloved friend. Firstly, they can give you advise. Second, they know you well when being friends for many years(: Thanks Sandy for your words, I will think hard before making my final decision:/
My attitude towards you nowadays isn't positive as before. I admit feelings are mixed again. I was sort of 'avoiding' you when see you. This is because idk how to react to you the same as before. I will feel terrible if I continue to behave the same attitude towards you as before, because I know it doesn't come true from me. I was just acting only, giving you false hope which I know you won't never ever like it. Pardon me for 'neglecting' you. I know you are feeling tired and wanting to salvage this r/s, but I'm really afraid that this time it doesn't works. Don't treat me that good anymore, I scare I will disappoint you:/ Sorry and thanks for what you've done for me. To be honest, I’ve been thinking of having a breakup with you recently. The feeling of breakup was very strong on wed, maybe I get influence from friends? That’s why feeling was damm strong on that day. (80% is because of him, 20%is that I found single is good.) The moment I see you, seriously, the suggestion disappear from my mind. But dk why, it came back again:/ I really dk wht to do now, I’m afraid I will regret if breakup with you. If I do regret, there’s also nothing for me to do. That’s why my friends told me to think hard before I make any decision. I told Sandy this and I found is so true, I’m really dam biased. I’m sorry!!!SIHUI:” I will only totally focus on zj IF HE has someone in mind or be together with other girl.”SANDY:”It’s so unfair to zj, zj had to wait till HIM find other girl then you will give up.”
My mind are confused. I dunno what to do next. Give me some time.
11:59 pm