Zhao SihuiThursday, May 15, 2008
Meet Sandy at control station and headed to library. Studied a little math and the rest of time uses labtop. Hahha(: Main motive of going library is to use the connection and kill my time at home. Sandy was hardworking unlike me, she was doing her homework and prepare for her presentation. Act hardworking only, lols(: Jan and Gary were at there too, but they never join us lahs. Went to meet Brendon after his cca. Supposedly, we agreed to have dinner together. But who knows, he had to attend NPCC meeting which is held in Mac -.- Alright, decided to eat without him at KFC since Sandy is sick of having Mac for everyday. Walk walk and back to home sweet home~ Hahahaha (: Pardon me for being so fickle-minded. I really don’t what/how to do. I really don’t want to repeat the same old history neither do I want to lose this ‘chance’. Please, let me know how you feel. I really can’t figure out what you been thinking. I rather you betray me than I do; once is really enough for me. I know I’m silly to hang it on. I don’t have the courage to ask you because I don’t wish to face the truth. I’m afraid I will break into tears like what I’ve done when you told me ‘that matter’ during last year. I don’t ask for anything; just want to simply like you. It’s just a simply request that I asked for and a reminder for myself. Hate myself for breaking this reminder! I don’t want to hurt either one of them. Both are good to me; at least one of them is much better than the other (: C’MON, should I go ask him?
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